Uneventful Christmas Night
Tuesday, December 25th, 2007Uneventful Christmas Night
11pm, 25 December 2007, Gombak
Telling myself not to lie
Asking if I could explore myself if I may
Be honest, I’d say
Of what could have been
If I could re-write the play
On different setting as the fat lady sings
Would you done it differently?
Living and breathing on regrets
Of what would have come and what would have been gone
This yellow brick road
Is not straightforward
It is of paths and junctions and mazes
Memories evoked
Looking at self destructed person, drowning soaked
A person which I used to be acquainted with
Thoughts of the past:
Thorny, so thorny are you
I’m all bleeding
Lonely, lonely are you
in the land of the whites
Drowned in noisy crowd, so isolated, looking so dejected
Why, why are you such cowards
No freedom of speech and no expression
Why didn’t you just do it, just say it?
Mind of a child, how can you ever figured it out?
What words to choose and what actions to impress?
Blurry mind had been smoked out
